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.​.​.​and with this pen, i proceed

by Thus, Becoming: Aura

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"But look! I see...I see the docks crafted from stone-white. Awaiting for unfamiliar steps from the uninvited & unexpected. To step & thaw its pristine coat; Skin of absent color. Unaware of the galleon that already sets her coordinates to this grey terminus. i am the ghost on port & no one will tell... No one will, Tell. From a poised stance to a summon of new feet. An interval in time. A new leaf. I'm left with a sense of mission. A purpose of ancient. It's back to square one. I hear yet again the approaching of hailstones & the handshakes of the most patient of earthquakes. Well-timed. To apprise me of a new chapter. Fresh parchment imploring for a narrative. Setting the spotlight on documents for monuments. Set this all to widescreen once more. Marvel at the pre-revealed paradise because i've dusted off the trademark in my eyes & i have arrived. And i possess tidings! i...has arrived." To a place that uses snow for sand! Shift these gears to where it all began! i'll restore the name in the name of continuity. i will nourish this and with this pen, i proceed. the heart still beats...
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"My name is Reciter. They blamed me for the end of the world..." Step... Step forward, Foremost Touch this inscription, the glow of my torso Arabesque appearance. Branches outward Vein-like & fleshly reciprocal i've seen the city! Heard their hindered call from a deceased, yet oppressive, unrelenting stall Entranced...they will be, no longer Behold! The words of the Enlightener Am i reaching your heart yet? Reaching your heart... Does this inscription matter at all? Gnomon: [More than you know, more than you know] Its quietude is quite, quite quizzical Gnomon: [Your adoration is crucial] Step forward... Step forward! i've seen the City. Now there's no doubt that i finally know the meaning of these manatees They've been trying to show me the way Show me the way... The ocean, my graveyard The clouds, my home Am i reaching her yet? Reaching radiance Am i reaching her yet? Reaching her heart Am i reaching her heart yet? Reaching Radiance...
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i... i'm not afraid to confront you about the things that have been happening you've been reminding me of the things that were once important the things that i have forgotten now i know how much you mean to me and all i've got now is a question you'll see i thought you wanted to touch the sky! don't you lie to me, don't lie don't you lie to me, don't try your feathers stretched as they danced with the wind i waited all night for one lesson to never see Home again... i'll be the nomadic hermit on this galleon; 'The Moonlight' it'll all remain to be seen collected & stored in a calender called memory i thought you wanted to touch the sky! don't you lie to me, don't lie don't you lie to me, don't try don't... herons aiding me with direction extend their wings with protection (herons! construct your arrows of proper function) (i'll accept the path of correction) i thought you wanted to touch the sky! don't you lie to me, don't lie don't you lie to me, don't try *Whistle of the Avian Circle*
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The Listener 02:40
Is it true that common sense has lost its ear? Reciter: [It sure seems that way...] Feel comfortable to state your inquisitions here Reciter: [Please...if i may?] The need to feel that candor tidings are near Reciter: [i feel it, i feel it] Well, Davethbaq is the name. They call me: The Listener. Reciter: [Davethbaq is the name, they call you: 'The Listener'] So up your head! These long ears ain't for clownin' Oh, let it out boy! There's no shame in mourning i listen to sadness; understand Try to fix the matter at hand Oh, off you go! With a sense of mission To a place that uses snow for sand! "Learn to accept your reality Accept the things that tear at your heart And the things that squeeze your eyes dry And the thing that's thirsty for your grief Accept them. It's happening. Yeah, they're happening..." Reciter: "From this standpoint on, i'll be poised Thank you, Listener. Kind sir; For clearing the noise of pain & distress from my insides No other companion of mine will i allow to close His or her eyes..."
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Oh, Monk Phanom... Is this the end? Send word to Sounthone You both were my friends These visions so odd, do they spell my doom? Light up my thoughts, rid of these nightmares To be of the purest, i tried my best The nice things you said Would you take it all back? Or will you all still think highly of me? Save them like you tried to save me... Could i still redeem myself, Even long after death? So i set rules myself But i just can't hold them strong At least not strong enough To call them convictions And it seems to me that everyone wants run Run, run, run... But i don't blame them No, i don't blame them And it seems to me that everyone wants to tell Tell, Tell, Tell... But they're too afraid to of speaking And i wear this cowl for identity But it's just not me These temples that i dwell in May just see the sins in me But i can't help it any longer And the heart in me is telling me These deities aren't really watching! And it seems to me that everyone wants run But i don't blame them! And it seems to me that everyone wants to tell But they're too afraid to of speaking They're too afraid They've come for the ivory They're too afraid Run... Because Sounthone & Phanom screamed, Run! They've come for 'The Ivory' i: "And that was it. Cohbrus ran. He ran with all his might. For it certainly meant his life. With parting words prepared, he yelled: 'i will come back to save you! i promise...' And as years & years passed Cohbrus, the young monk realized that he had witnessed an attack not meant for his sight. Throught this guilt, he took a torch to his eyes & burned them; set alight. Cohbrus was now blind. And forever in exile, as a man named, FireEyes... He would ride." FireEyes Rider: "Quema mis ojos! Quema mis ojos! En exilio, dejame' cabalgar..."
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i've got plants growing on my shoulders Because you, you, you Used me as your tissue For the past few months, do you remember when you used to use me as your tissue? Oh, i've got plants growing on my shoulders Because you, you, you...oh, oh, oh... Used to use me as a tissue for your tears Oh, i remember when you used to use me for your tears... Now every time your tears hit the soil Evaporation carefully brings it back up Towards the sky you never bothered to look at... And eventually pour on the guy you never appreciated! We'll trace back our roots so deep in the dirt And find pieces of the seed that we planted so long ago It's now lost in the dirt, lost in the hole And now i'm...gone. Reciter: [Now the sun, it still shines] i've got plants growing on my shoulders i've embraced this existence as: 'The Foliage' Let's hope our decayed romance will stand the test of time To benefit the shrewd man that shares this curse of mine [Reciter & Foliage converse:] "Hey Foliage..." "Reciter?" "i know of you..." "From legends, i presume?" "The trees, they lament." "They know my pain." "They've sung of you." "My steps end here..." "To the outskirts of Tell!" "Please make haste!" "I'm on my way." "I wish you well." "Spread your roots." "Go clear your name!" "For my Race?" "The Neon Race." If trees could sing melodies They'd sing of pain, they'd sing of me (him) They'd sing of pain, they'd sing of me (him)
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The verbal use of my mouth has been restrained; detained It's your reaction(s) - The expressions on your face... It's the unreasonableness, the selfishness It's the lack of response to the love that i give And i find myself losing out on sleep So i blame 'The Sleep Thieves' Slumber: "Follow my eyes to where my subconscious lies, You'll see a great man & a dead one... We count our good deeds on one hand But we leave ourselves in hindsight; behind So stuck on our knees we live In perfectly pleasing aesthetic sentiment And close our hearts to the darkness inside" Reciter: "Ask me a question, i'll build you a clock i'll take my time to deliver as thorough as i am mocked! Brother in slumber, we share the same dreams The dreams dreamt with eyes open Sights set to widescreen Eyes towards the sky, feet on solid ground The children peacefully asleep, such a beautiful sound We'll continue this fight against these things! Despicable, terrible decrees, we call: 'The Sleep Thieves.'" If this is the end, then this is the end We'll try to defend sleepless children Who'll become the men that will amend The fallacies the world accepts as reality Oh, if this is the end, then this is the end Diligence, my friend! Diligence! Slumber: "They don't believe in me They don't believe in you They don't believe in us They don't believe in us They don't believe in me They don't believe in you So let your flower-like eyes bloom! And observe all the colors We've left some room to discover Foreshadowing Faces! Listen intently, listen now!" Reciter: "Am i reaching your heart yet? Reaching your heart..." i blame 'The Sleep Thieves' Because they don't believe in me Brother in slumber, we share the same dreams We share the same... Brother Slumber: "Days that shine gold in my eyes Become like sun spots at night Black holes take me in Cold friction like fiction Collectively sigh... Empty out your heavy minds After all, I just want to touch The smolders of decaying release The pull between the moon And the aftermath of you Shells that hide the human teeth Reciter, do you know of sleep?" Reciter: "The Neon Race, Brother Slumber... My Race...is asleep."
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If only, if only This could reach you My adulation for Radiance i don't have the key to unlock the words To profess profound proverb Concealed deep in the crevices of my flesh Could i climb up? Would i dare? How am i to clothe free from such Calumnious calumny? The last have buried themselves in pages Of dead writers & past Reciters (Witness the tryst, witness the tryst) i'm just a being, trying to understand How i can ascend to the one that i yearn oh, these earthquakes express their ancient plans And the words that you penned, weren't for nothing... She is... Phenomenon to me - Thus, becoming: ( ________ ) She is intangible entity A vision i can('t) see, she is The clouds begin to stain grey Foreshadowing my loss... Is this my fate? Like the most precious stone You're like a jasper stone Shining crystal & oh, so clear i was Aura, after all... i was Aura, after all! (Witness the tryst, witness the tryst) These earthquakes express their ancient plans And the words that i penned... Were not for nothing! If only, if only this could reach you My adulation for Radiance "i want to be yours Oh, Radiance i vowed to be hers Oh, Radiance" *Foremost, Callow, & Olden inhale their last breath of oxygen. Immediately dematerializing. Thus, becoming Aura himself.*
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Callow: How can you outsmart The illusion of the eye(s)? Optics are on opposite sides i'll find the circumference of this circle If it'll allow me to exit at the radius Foremost: Time will try to hold me back As my conscience politely begs, "Don't forget, just forgive..." Tend to your objectives & pull out the list Nicolai: We can see Peel back tall layers of dichotomy i won't believe That losing ground to you Was a simple thing We all just stepped away for a second We were all swept away... Foremost: Time will try to hold me back As my conscience politely begged(s), "Don't forget, just forgive..." Tend to your objectives (&) pull out the list Olden: With your inner thoughts exposed to the outside i've heard, learned & now petrified Just as long as you promise to stay true to your promises i promise the Truth will stay with you like a promise stuck to Foremost: Time will try to hold me back As my conscience politely begs, "Don't forget, just forgive..." i, Aura :: us & all: i a m n o w . i a m n o w . i a m n o w . i a m n o w .
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...and with this pen, i proceed We use our mouths for those in need Of the words, so scarce of good deeds But still the advice that shines, we heed i understand; comphrehend That seperation is inevitable at times But it happens right before our eyes And if the world knew how significant it all is They wouldn't ignore its significance And we write, so they read We recite...but did it reach? And in the end weren't we all Just reciters, writers, readers, tellers, seekers? And hearts, there are so many to touch But a desire to never give in, is never too much! We use our strength to extend it forward & out Like a hand reaching for a genuine, gentle greet And with our pens, [we] proceed... Seperation is inevitable at times But it happens right before our eyes And if the world knew how significant this all is They wouldn't ignore its significance They wouldn't ignore the words of Radiance When she says: "Reciter, embark! Become Aura..." I've restored the name in the name of continuity I will nourish this and with this pen, i proceed To a place that uses snow for sand Shift these gears to where it all began! I want to be yours. Oh, Radiance I vowed to hers. Oh, Radiance Tend to your objectives, pull out the list. There's still fire beneath the ashes And the heart... The heart still beats.

about

Presenting '...and with this pen, i proceed.'
A premature exposure of an unfinished tale revolving a man-like being named, Reciter. Awakened to represent & redeem an extinct race victimized by genocide. This protagonist strives to physically reach his muse, the beautiful Radiance. But how does a materialized man unite with an intangible woman? He would have to listen to the wind and the lessons given by the ones he meets along his journey.
Romance is taken to the next level in this tale of two forms of light making the sincere effort to be together.

The official sequel to Radiance Was Her Name's full-length record, 'Touching The Insidious, Seeing The Inseparable.'
Listen to aforementioned record here: rwhn.bandcamp.com

Brought forth & offered up is this highly conceptual piece strictly based upon 5 non-existent novels entitled, "The Poetic Words Of i."
As of 2009 the novels have been & are currently being conceived.
[Disclaimer: This project is entirely a work of fiction.]

Full Track-By-Track explanation: www.facebook.com/thusbecomingaura



*** PRAISE FOR {"...and with this pen, i proceed"} ***

"Glad to see you never losing the vision."
8/31/13 - Arikk Mendoza
(reigncycle.bandcamp.com)
(www.reverbnation.com/dozas)
(www.soundcloud.com/arikkmendoza)
(www.facebook.com/dozasmusic)

"Thanks for all the hard work and labor you put into [...and with this pen, i proceed] - It really shines through. And thanks for molding this whole story. This is really the album I've been looking for, for a while now. I just got my copy and I'll definitely be jamming it every day."
9/22/13 - Asher Davis

"...great. Lyrics are thoughtful and inspirational. It really speaks to me. I can't wait to see you guys perform this."
9/24/13 - Chris Dart

" '...and with this pen, i proceed.' Fitting."
10/11/13 - Andy Lopez

"Calming, serene...beautiful."
1/20/15 - Justin Martin



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VOICE CAST AS FOLLOWS:
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J. Erain Gonzalez ~as~
Reciter (Foremost, Callow, Olden) [Tracks #1 - #10]
Young Cohbrus Cowl [Track #5]
Aura [Tracks #9 / #10]
i [Tracks #1?, #5, #9, & #10?]
rwhn.bandcamp.com
www.facebook.com/radiancewashername
www.purevolume.com/radiancewashernameofficialpage
www.radiancewashername-joegonzalez.tumblr.com
storyesque.bandcamp.com (2015-)
www.facebook.com/storyesque (2015-)
www.instagram.com/story.esque (2015-)
www.youtube.com/OurImaginationsHRD
www.instagram.com/joe_esque
thecuneiformofjosephgonzalez.blogspot.com

Andrew Guilao ~as~
Gnomon, of the Manatees [Track #2]
brachiosaurus.bandcamp.com
www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZiy31eee0U
www.facebook.com/brachiosaurusmusic
www.purevolume.com/westerhalts
www.facebook.com/aguilao1

David Baqi ~as~
Davethbaq, the Listener [Track #4]
takersleavers.bandcamp.com
www.facebook.com/takersleavers
www.soundcloud.com/davidbaqi
eyetherealist.bandcamp.com
rwhn.bandcamp.com
www.purevolume.com/radiancewashernameofficialpage

Efrain Lara Gonzalez ~as~
Cohbrus Cowl / FireEyes Rider [Track #5]
www.facebook.com/rico.lara.94

Acezel Christian Gonzalez ~as~
Duy Khang, the Foliage [Track #6]
storyesque.bandcamp.com (2015-)
www.facebook.com/storyesque (2015-)
www.instagram.com/story.esque (2015-)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmOiN31P5EQ (Original)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyBOo2gXL10 (OIHRD)
www.instagram.com/acetothesoul
www.instagram.com/acescanvas

Nicholas James Wray ~as~
Brother Slumber, the Sleepless [Track #7]
Niqholaitus [Track #9]
rwhn.bandcamp.com
www.purevolume.com/radiancewashernameofficialpage
www.facebook.com/pages/RWHN/146800168720754?sk=app_178091127385
www.soundcloud.com/nick_wray

Sher Merjette Sandoval ~as~
Radiance [Track #10]
rwhn.bandcamp.com
www.purevolume.com/radiancewashernameofficialpage
toushimysimmons.bandcamp.com
www.purevolume.com/booboobahbah

credits

released September 21, 2013

***
Recorded from December 2012 - September 2013
in Oceanside, Ca.
Produced, mixed, & mastered by:
Andrew Guilao - www.olivetreemixing.com
Artwork by Stephen Lopez - www.timelessidea.com
Percussion Direction - Joseph & Acezel Gonzalez
Finalized Percussion Programming - Andrew Guilao
Guitars/Keyboards/Synths/Creative Sonance -
Joseph Gonzalez, David Baqi, Acezel Gonzalez, & Andrew Guilao
Lyrics, Dialogue, Narration, Spoken Word, Poetry penned by:
Joseph Gonzalez, Acezel Gonzalez, Efrain Gonzalez, Nicholas Wray, & David Baqi

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